Hey there people, i was just exploring the net and some of my many sites when i realised, i hadn't been on here in a long while, i haven't writeen any poetry since "Murder i scream" although it's only been a coupel months it feel like a life time ago, yet the incident onls liek it h yesterday, but you knwo what? i'm happy atm, and it's not cause i'm high or any thing lol i'm really actually happy. i'm still really sick... i dont see my self getting better any time soon, but couple things are starting to look up a bit for me. schooling and life after were stuffed and it was almost impossibly (if i were practicaly any one else it would of been) but almost impossible for me to make a come back, but i been offered a position in this certain course that'lll put me RIGHT up there again plus i'll be qualified in er things as well and have a bunch of cerates and qualifications, it's fantastic! and with that looking up i'm able to focus a little more on other things, i have a race tomorrow (running) not meant running really, but i'm not going ot push my self to hard, i WILL push my self but i also WILL stop before i go to far any ways i'll see you later... think i'll go and write some more poetry

ohhh! and also lol spent a couple grand on a new camera as well as got a car the same day lol fun fun.

take care my loves